Then this popped up

Every time I nearly got to the door
she
called me back for a little bit more
and
she wouldn’t let me
she didn’t get me
I couldn’t get out
the world closed in and
I felt I had to shout out,

let me go there is fear in my heart
don’t want to end it
but I
don’t want to start
don’t want to break
a piece
of my heart
it hurts and why
and I don’t even know
it hurts and I
still got to go
don’t even know now
I’ve got to go now
I don’t know
I don’t know

but every time that I get to the door
she
calls me back for a little bit more
but she wouldn’t let me
’cause
she didn’t get me
and
I do not know

if love is pain are these the links of the chain
I can hear her and she’s calling me again
don’t wanna go
now
don’t wanna know anymore.

© 2017, John Smallshaw.