Hubbub

When the crowd hems you in and your mind locks you in that’s the time to pull out the pin and blow the grenade you can’t save yourself in your current situation so shut down take a vacation see what tomorrow brings and tomorrow comes there’s a ringing in your ears but your eyes are…

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Like ants in a colony

Electro convulsive therapy which I felt when it rocketed through me, The buzzing in my ears went on and on for years and sparks flew from my fingertips, my eyelashes and when I touched your lips with mine? static! static all the time, no propulsion see and I blame it on the therapy. although it…

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That’s what…

it’s only when it grabs you by the throat and coats you in its darkness that you sit back and enjoy it and boy you didn’t even know that you were in it but it’s puking in the toilet bowl and crying in the curtains certain that you’re dying and it’s not for want of…

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Welcome home

Civilisation, the last resort and the predators report for duty. You want it when you want it and if you don’t it won’t sway you, say, you a predator too? Some sugar is spice to entice men because men are easily led. We buy E.C.T. shocking but we pay through the nose for the needle…

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The great depression

What is it with Monday? You tell me it’s a great way to start the week, I have to ask why? and why start it today? why not Wednesday? or better still, start it on Friday, that’d be the best way to start as you mean to go on. I go on wondering is this…

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Richter

Depression is a legion footslogging through the Pennines, a cohort of darkness and no hope of light. a bomb in the braincell, the dry well when all that you want is a drink. the ulcer that bleeds a culture that feeds on itself. depression is a lesson in lonely, a many headed hydra a Medusa…

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