Catch 22 and a quarter

Just look at how they leave me with no WIfI OR TV and with no food to feed me I think I might starve. Until Zen I shall bleed a bit and then when they come home they’ll moan about the mess…

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Suspicious male

It could go either way on any other day, but today’s the day it goes that way, I’ve been that way and this way could have been another way on any other day. but I’m missing her, the one I share things with, the one who gives me the reasons to live. The sun comes…

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Oh yes

Connecting with replying to, watching as the day goes.. ..you watch too. It’s a game we play and I know you know it makes the world a better place, for us at least…

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Big tops

I am ‘ cream crackered ‘ and ready for the knackers yard, today’s been hard and unduly so. I need to move on pack up my bags and go. But I’m always waiting to see what’s around the corner, subsequently I never move at all., to rise out of this funk I need to dump…

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Mixed blessings

For all those daybreaks I have wasted all the mornings left untested and the times that I was bested by the demons deep within, which have brought me to the here and now I think I’m somewhat thankful but the jury’s out on that…

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Judgement day is coming, the end is nigh

Did you sign up for this shit? this little bit of nothing, because nothing is what it is and a little bit of it is shit. Shall we let that pass? gas on over the garden fence about how this is no offense? Parliament is the selection box an assortment of odd socks ‘you get…

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The incision

When they’re all standing around me watching me leave them saying how much they loved me I wonder will I believe them? At death’s door because there’s always a door and that’s what we’re here for, to explore, nothing more…

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Going on

Sooner or later, why wait a moment longer? time is short, and yet we’re caught between the sleep and the dream. Tired of trying, but too much life to start dying and so sooner or later…

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Loving it

It’s non stop, work Monday to Friday, Saturday the weekly shop, Sunday pitch up on the pews to listen to the vicar and agree or disagree with his views, then after a pint at the local dinner with the family, half an hours sleep in front of the telly bathe the kids read them a…

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2019

Looking back on easy is not so hard when things get tough, that shuffle thing I do when largactil’s running through me and I’m not so sure I am me is okay, The cotton wool that fills my brain becomes the wadding to ease my pain and whatever pill comes next is not that bad…

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People people

Moving on another John, you say, ‘I never set out to meet the guy he just happened I don’t know why’ aye, says I, just passing by, says I. Serendipity is only there to trip me up and the incidence of coincidence is purely random. He’s handsome anyway in that handsome rugged way, I wish…

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Lucky charm

Wear it share it put it on a chain and walk it, but ‘what if’ you just don’t post it? Instagram for instant fame Facebook is just the same Twitter for a bit a fun, Linkedin, Blogger another cog, a wheel in the mill, your tube, youtube? always on bloody strike what’s not to like?…

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The long way around

Madonna’s on a bender sending signals to her saviour who’s sat in the corner seat, on a tube? The jubilee at five fifteen, a scene like every scene I’ve seen when I’ve been here at five fifteen. I try to cut up shut up but it’s quiet anyway so I type these notes into an…

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How it works

Wake up on Thursday to climb into Friday and slip in on Saturday then crawl up on Sunday as Monday speaks to me, suddenly Tuesday is calling and when I am falling through Wednesday I wake up on Thursday…

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Graduating

My downfall is the tyranny of alcoholic incoherency, no one seems to notice me when I am on the floor…

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Twenty four carat

Just then before the last morning broke when we spoke of important things, eyes still glued by restless sleep I keep these memories deep inside…

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Rubies bleed too

I wonder where would we be without China and tea and no cows for the milk no worms, no silk no Santa Claus, pause does Claus have an e on the end? I wonder. Lucky for me that I love Tennessee and Williams is luckier for that, but if the truth’s to be told we’re…

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Almost midnight

The poets like friends that I knew were just passing through, and the night tasted stranger as the words that flicked fingers like flames on my cheeks disappeared on the page. The danger was in the remaining in draining the last drop, but I found I could not stop and the cup of bitterness tasted…

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Talks to the reflection

What did you want, more? something better than the former? something later than the letter that was never sent did you want heaven sent? I have lost and it cost me I have won and it has done nothing for me so I remain still faithfully yours, strange? life is, thoughts are, but funnily enough…

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Shop soiled

I should get on with the busy ness thank my lucky stars and curse a bit less but fuk it I’ll put that thought where it belongs which is in the box marked, can’t tell right from wrongs. Some go a mile a minute join everything and think they’re in it I think they’re on…

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