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I should get on with the busy ness
thank my lucky stars and curse
a bit less
fuk it
I’ll put that thought where it belongs which
is in the box marked,
can’t tell right from wrongs.

Some go a mile a minute
join everything and think they’re in it
I think they’re on it
and by it I mean speed.

I didn’t like Wednesday to begin with
and I’m pretty sure it didn’t like me,
but give and take and
a fair shake of a horse’s tail
I sail through it.

But i’ve been set up by Seconal
to fail
and the anti depressants depress me
at times I really think that I’m in it
or on it, seen to it, it’s chronic as is my

© 2018, John Smallshaw.